These past two days have been so rough for me. Actually this whole week has been kinda bad but it…

These past two days have been so rough for me. Actually this whole week has been kinda bad but it got worst on Thursday with my husband saying crazy stuff. It continue on thru Friday with him saying even more crazy stuff and basically telling me he was losing interest in me. I had already been feeling really down and low and was told I had low self-esteem and I basically let myself go. After he said that I felt even worst! Tonight I finally got to see him face to face... (been staying with my grandma and momma since Sunday cause our car quit on us and he decided to go with his mom and me and our son had to stay with my mom cause we didn't have clothes and it's just a whole another story Lol)...I swear it was taking everything in me not to cry. We are now at his mother's house. We all fell asleep on the couch except I don't think I was sleep for real. I felt him touching me giving me that look he always give me when he wants to do it Lol. Needless to say that man...my goodness!!! Lol sorry it's been two weeks since we did anything! My vjay is definitely paying for it tho but honestly I think I am gonna sleep very good!! Sorry had to rant and vent!!