I have literally no friends that arent guys and they're all trying to get at me. But i want what's actually supposed to…

I have literally no friends that arent guys and they're all trying to get at me. But i want what's actually supposed to be mine. I wasnt my idiot boyfriend back. I want movies before bed. i want to hold his hand while he drives.

i just want him and he wants us to do us for a while and im just not understanding.