So depressed. .. my fiance just left., I mean even though I said I think we live apart for a while…

So depressed. .. my fiance just left., I mean even though I said I think we live apart for a while ,I didn't mean go , I just wanted that to change his mind and make him better. but I know this is what is best for my babies just haven't live without since we started dating. I just feel so lonely. :(