Wish I had my car already..I feel very depressed because of my grandma..I wanna go out for a walk to…

Wish I had my car already..I feel very depressed because of my grandma..I wanna go out for a walk to distract myself and not be just thinking of sad stuff..but I went to my mailbox earlier and that Lil 5 minute walk killed me..wish my thighs didn't burn so bad and I could walk😔Hopefully my pregnancy belt is on it's way here by today