I fee like this pregnancy has already flown by. I found out at 4 weeks and I'm now closing in on 22…

I fee like this pregnancy has already flown by. I found out at 4 weeks and I'm now closing in on 22 weeks. It's just like damn stop going so fast so I can breathe this in and not be so overwhelmed. I'm so anxious, excited, nervous and scared. I lost my son at 41 weeks. I'm scared of losing her. It's a big fear for me. And not many people remember that I'm scared as hell of losing her like I lost my son. But I'm also happy and excited. It's a joyous feeling. I'm having a baby girl and I'm all over happy. I already love her and her kicking me like I'm her personal soccer ball. Being jabbed in the ribs or the sharp kicks she has reminds me she's there and growing and healthy. I just sometimes wish time would slow by.