im sitting here crying while eating a pudding cup because I had a painful night, I have school to go…

im sitting here crying while eating a pudding cup because I had a painful night, I have school to go to and take 4 finals im not ready for, my boyfriend is asleep and wont wake up when ive been trying to get him up since 5am. I just want it to be monday so I can see my baby and find out the gender maybe knowing will help my pregnancy be more cheery :/ im such a mess