I have a question has anyone on here ever had a miscarriage then get pregnant and feel quilty or…

I have a question has anyone on here ever had a miscarriage then get pregnant and feel quilty or only want to cry all the time over it! I was pregnant and had a miscarriage then found out I was pregnant again a few months later (wasn't trying nor even ready yet)! The further along I get the worse it all gets for me! I need advice how to make it better or atleast to keep from thinking about it!