it hurts when all you ever did was love somebody and only wanted to be loved back and that person…

it hurts when all you ever did was love somebody and only wanted to be loved back and that person has been lying to your face and betrayed you,it hurts to throw in the towel especially when you truly love that person but I guess I can love him from a distance through our son,I don't regret the past we have now but I refuse to settle for anything less then what I feel if perfect,I know my worth and strength I got through a break up before I can do it again I just need to try and be positive although this first week I'm going to think I'm dying lol but I will pull through.only thing im sorry for is not trusting my instincts earlier.....