damn my x fiance is now "in love" , when he loved me the mother of his children 5days ago.. now he dosnt even plan to be there for the birth of our first daughter... who is this man.. he was there every step of the way gor past pregnancy... this hurts so bad the thought of doing this with out the person who use to always be right there by my side... i seriously beed a loca k support groop being in this strange town fillng so alone its hard to stay strong for my boys hard to not stress for my baby...
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I understand completely I am completely on my own to in a new town me and my ex fiance just split and I moved from Arizona to Illinois before I knew I was pregnant
i definitely dont want him back after this im fuckin prego and doing the single mom thing becas of gis selfishness his loss but still my heart hurts i know ppl say it all the time but my first born is so broken becas this isnt his dad but has been around sence he was a baby.. he thought he was going to be dad .. and i never want him to think that again i never want my outhers to think that ither becas as far as i can tell you cant trust any one to be there especially when things get hard.. id reather do it alone and have my boys grow up to be good bmeen and apriciate the struggle mom went threw too give them a good life but knowing im really going to be alone.. sucks like after there grown on there own maby ill give luv a chance but i dont wana risk them getting hurt .... i will love but it can majorly damage them... there happynes comes first but its sad to not have the futer we had planned the wedding we planed together he even made a playlist for our first dances he picked the colors and the cake ... grr it hurts that all that the late night gigles with him the team working the diner and dishes .. weekend videogames and binge watching game of throwns and doctor who.. damn it.. i liked having a parter when it cane to disciplining the kids i liked taking turns with baths and siting at the table for every meal .. resting his head on my lap as i run my fingers threw his hair and he vents about things... just all of it... i wobt have that ... and thats so sad.. i wont have the bad side ither the disrespect that started the lies the porn addiction.. being ignored or put to the side.. al l that filing unwanted im glad t be rid of that but i really thought he was going to work on him his goals get counclng for his isues and all the outher things he said he would do... i really thought we would come back together stronger all hes done is hurt me more this time cant forgive it...
that's completely messed up how long were you guys together?
Girl. That's fucked up. My heart breaks for you but I hope you don't take him back WHEN he comes crawling back with his "I'm sorry " bs. I've been there, felt the heart ache, etc. He can't love you and move on that fast. good luck. praying for you.
we were taking time to work on our selfs so we could cone together again stronger becas things were geting rough between us apparently hes been using that time different then i have but hes been talking to me every damn day like im still his boo reassuring me he only wants me.. said he couldn't handle having to reassure his pregnant emotionaly unstable insicure thanks to him girl so he stooed talking to me ok he said he got tiered of having to reasure me and moved on and thats y he stoped talking to me a few days ago... yeah i think hes been movi.g on and stringing me along incase nothing came along ...
its insane.. i don't even know how to makw friends anymore its just been him and i in our love bubble the past few years!