I'm a SUPER strong person with my emotions... but dealing with the fact that I don't have a…

I'm a SUPER strong person with my emotions... but dealing with the fact that I don't have a relationship with my birth parents it makes me attach to my "in laws" bc they've done so much.. but I seriously feel like such a last priority to my mother in law.. It makes me not want to deal with my fiancés family anymore, period.