The worst feeling is not having having babe here with me as much it gets so depressing and…

The worst feeling is not having having babe here with me as much it gets so depressing and lonely....yes we are on the phone 24/7 fall asleep and wake up on the phone together but sometimes I just need him here....I just need to be held, get a back and foot massage anytime I need it or just have the company next to me....it just makes me very emotional 😢😢😢😢