I'm feeling kinda mad, sad,and depressed. We got a call from my aunt saying that my grandmother and…

I'm feeling kinda mad, sad,and depressed. We got a call from my aunt saying that my grandmother and been sick and n the hospital since and her nursing home did not want to take her to the hospital. She need a emergency surgery or she will die. And my other aunt decided not to do the surgery. I'm pretty mad that I can't go see she.