I'm just so annoyed damn, it's like I can't say anything without my BD getting mad or being short…

I'm just so annoyed damn, it's like I can't say anything without my BD getting mad or being short with me. I have a little bit of money and I was going to spend it on my baby BC I don't have ANYTHING and he going to tell me no like WTF I'm so over everything. I wish I had my own I'm tired of depending on everybody else. ugh 😑 feel like going into a DEEP depression.