woke up to a nightmare that is just to close to the heart...hope you ladies don't mind if I…

woke up to a nightmare that is just to close to the heart...hope you ladies don't mind if I vent....this happened to me and this is why this nightmare is keeping me up right now. .I was pregnant with my 3 son at 9 months I found out my middle son had a bone marrow failure disorder.and was sent to st.jude childrens research hospital. a week after I gave birth my middle son become really sick with a blood infection I almost lost him he has been sick for five years now and just recently went into remission. ..in the dream I was at the end of this pregnancy when Matthew feel sick so I take him in for a blood count and was told he had leukemia ..this is bothering me so much right now...he has been through so much.....lord watch over him ..thanks ladies and sorry but I don't share things like this with the family hits to close to the heart...