im ALWAYS missing this guy I was in love with....like idk how to stop thinking about him....I just…

im ALWAYS missing this guy I was in love with....like idk how to stop thinking about him....I just wish he'd talk to me and tell me he thinks about me too maybe then I'd stop or maybe I'll never let it go. all I know is he has a gf now and it makes me choke up thinking about it but who am I to not let him be happy or want him to be happy? when its my fault its like this ..before I got pregnant he was telling me he hoped that I didn't end up pregnant with this shitty guy...and it ended up happening and I broke his heart