Okay question because I'm stuck idk what to do We (me&babe;) are looking for places we really need…

Okay question because I'm stuck idk what to do

We (me&babe;) are looking for places we really need to move it into something we can afford so we don't fail but idk if we should settle for an apartment for awhile or look for a house it's hard because at this point an apartment seems reasonable with our budget but then I want to settle never move again an raise my son in a nice house huge backyard I feel like I'm failing as a mom because I can't provide the best of the best I know it sounds silly but I don't want him to be disappointed in me but then I think it's better then having no home right ughhh God I think to damn much soory