I miss him so much . I've been on this emotional rollercoaster ! here's a Lil part of my (our) story…

I miss him so much . I've been on this emotional rollercoaster ! here's a Lil part of my (our) story , he went to jail august 19th and before then he was jumped twice the first time is the reason why he is in jail because he pulled out a weapon and decided to defend himself the other time was because he thought it was okay to make another Facebook and get ahold of his ex wife .and try to meet up with her which he did and while he did that I was at work,so when he was at the park with her she had called three guys to jump him and he ended up in the hospital where I was by his side that whole night . smh about two weeks later he got arrested . so other then that drama and BS our relationship was a good . A week after he got arrested I found out I was pregnant . he has sent me letters phone calls he has apologize im welling to forgive him and be with him because i have so much love for him but I think I will always be paranoid. my family hates him for what he did.. our relationship wasn't the perfect one out there but i was happy. I just wish that he would be here through this time . because he did help make her ! I just hope and I pray that he makes up for lost time when he gets out .idk idk what to do I love him a lot but I don't think I nor my daughter deserve to be treated like that .