I just had the most unneccesary conversation with my fiancé and told him I just co parent and not be…

I just had the most unneccesary conversation with my fiancé and told him I just co parent and not be together or get married . Then I said I wanna consider adoption , cause I can't do this ! I'm pretty sure it was just the hormones that had me going crazy because now that I'm calm I wanna tell him I didn't mean it ! Smfh I feel a tad bit crazy today and ready for the day to be over !