After our loss I've been so worried this time around. I'll find myself getting excited thinking this time feels good and I'm getting farther along only to stop and tell myself I was farther along last time when we lost the baby so I shouldn't get my hopes up. I had kind of put my ultrasound out of my mind and last night was remembering that it's almost Wednesday and I had a full blown panic attack thinking about it. I want so badly for everything to be okay.