soooo tired of being alone even when I'm not ... its like I'm being told what I want to hear but no…

soooo tired of being alone even when I'm not ... its like I'm being told what I want to hear but no actions are done to show me your real... now got me thinking are things gonna be like this when the baby comes... I feel like I'm gonna be the only one doing it 😢👎 even tho I know I can do it doesn't mean I want to or should have to.. after all it does take two 🚻 and I didn't make this baby by myself and knew what could happen