I am so embarrassed to admit this but I can't get it off my mind. I have really loved this process…

I am so embarrassed to admit this but I can't get it off my mind. I have really loved this process of pregnancy even on the days with my head in the toilet but craving grape juice minutes later. Just knowing my baby is growing and thriving inside me and my body is all she needs. The whole thing amazes me and the bond I already have is unconditional and I can only imagine the moment I see her is going to be unlike anything I've ever felt. But today frustrated with my achy back and going off of 2 hours of sleep, tired of peeing every 20 min.. for a second I got this overwhelming feeling of anxiety and I really wanted my body back and felt tired of being pregnant. But I feel so guilty for feeling that way. Am I going to be a bad mom? Am I too selfish? Now I'm beating myself up because I'm scared that maybe I can't do it. Is this normal? Is it the start of PPD? I just ate Mexican food and felt my baby with the hiccups and it reminded me of how I love every movement I feel and how I will miss it when she's out. I want the best for my little girl and I want to be the best mother and role model to her. Do any of you guys relate? I feel so bad admitting it! 😞