I'm all over the place right now. Like I want to move back to my hometown mainly because of family…

I'm all over the place right now. Like I want to move back to my hometown mainly because of family and cost of living. I want to apply for jobs back home or closer to my home here. I currently work in MD and sometimes it takes me two hrs to get home. However I have great insurance with my current job. Idk what to do. I'm trying to just focus on the pregnancy right now but all I think about is another job back home and how great it will be to be near family or how great it would be to have a shorter commute.