So, I am pretty sure I am going to be getting my tubes tied after Little Richi is born. Problem is,…

So, I am pretty sure I am going to be getting my tubes tied after Little Richi is born. Problem is, I am terrified of surgery. Not the surgery itself, but the thought of somehow being conscious in the mind and feeling all of the pain from the procedure. Might be an unrealistic fear, but its a fear nonetheless. Any tips or advice? And for those who have had it done, what did you feel like afterwards? What's the recovery time like? Are you in a lot of pain?