I'm about to share something with all you guys that I haven't shared with anyone but my mom. When I…

I'm about to share something with all you guys that I haven't shared with anyone but my mom. When I was a freshman in high school 8 years ago I had a miscarriage...they had to do a D&C. I just never told anyone because I was so young when I got pregnant.. My current boyfriend doesn't know and I always try to put that behind me and just try to shut it out. Well now me and him are TTC hoping to have a boy since he has a girl of his own but will be blessed with another girl also but I'm so scared because they surgical had to fix the problem I'm nervous I won't be able to conceive again. Someone once told me it's like having a abortion and sometimes you can screw everything up 😔