ok this is a TMI post but sex after baby ten times better to me. its like we are just getting together for the first…

ok this is a TMI post but sex after baby ten times better to me. its like we are just getting together for the first time. while i was pregnant i didnt feel intimatly connected to my husband like sex was something we did just because. i dont know why i felt that way i was and still am in love with him. but after my baby was born i waited the 6 weeks doctor said to. and another week after i wanted to feel completly confedent and see myself as attractive after the hellstorm my neather regions had gone through 7 weeks prior. i didnt want to be in the middle of it and get grossed out by my post baby body. it was awkward the first time because we haded had sex in a 3 to 4 months because i had a rash that refused to stay gone...a heat rash at that....i also had stitches so i have a scar down there now. so it felt like i was a virgin again. and was a little painful. but now i feel like we are a new couple again. seeing him with our son makes me love him even more. and when we are away from each other i text him like i did when we first met. so i guess moral is sex doesnt always die it get better. you more connected and because i have a son that likes sleep we always have moments to ourselves. im sorry for the TMI. lol