I'm so confused what to do.. I'm 21 years old with my first child & I'm on maternity leave with my…

I'm so confused what to do.. I'm 21 years old with my first child & I'm on maternity leave with my precious 6 week old Oliver. I want to go to college but I also need to work cause I don't have money to not work.. but that means I wouldn't be able to spend time with my baby.... what do I do? suggestions??