Im gonna complain, just because I know I can and nobody here will judge me for it. Today/tonight, I…

Im gonna complain, just because I know I can and nobody here will judge me for it. Today/tonight, I feel like total crap. I threw up violently earlier, Idk if its because morning sickness has come back to me or if its from the other major issue plaguing me, which is a painful UTI. It feels like Im peeing glass 😦 Aside from that, my throat is killing me from throwing up, my lungs hurt from throwing up, my entire body feels broken when I get up (Thank you, 3rd trimester) and I have raccoon eyes because Im exhausted and cant sleep at night. I toss and turn and get up all night long. My boobs are KILLING me. Burning, and swollen, and stabbing pains and leaking everywhere. Also, my nose is stuffy and my eyes are bothering me, kinda burning, from cleaning and being around dust yesterday. This last few weeks is probably gonna drag by, but I want him to take all the time he needs to finish baking. I want a healthy, happy baby boy. I don't want to rush him out - especially since this is my last little one. Im trying to embrace all of this - even the painful and the bad - and just know that soon enough, it will be over and I will start to get back to feeling like myself. It won't be long now....and it will all be worth it in the end.