Ugh 😩😩 I'm really starting to think id be happier being a single mom.. Im tired of being the one…

breath in and out. you put up w it all this time, and been standing strong. U got this and remember its you and ur baby no one else. Stay strong wish u luck

@steph_xo, thank you. he is here financially but that's it, and he doesn't see anything wrong with it and wonders why I feel the way I do... like I don't feel connected to him and its awkward.

it feels like everything u once felt just left and ur searchin for something u held on to b4 n u no longer feel or see it. yes its hard as ever but thats where u start seeing who u r n seein u can do all bad by urself. w his presence or w.o... like my moms tells me u learn the struggle alone n wen its time ull see whos around when everything is put into play... just have faith

Girl I know your pain! Z's dad acts the EXACT SAME WAY. For example gets mad when I block his text and FB messages so he can't reach me but then won't text me for days and thinks it's ok. Like why unblock you if you aren't going to talk to me smh. But just relax and think about all the new baby love you'll get to have all to yourself! I know I don't like to share my cuddles anyways lol

@steph_xo, I've always been so independent and now it's like my daughter is almost here and I wanna do this for her, but I refuse to be unhappy for my daughter, bc she wouldn't want that! me and him were only together a month before I got pregnant and its like I have no clue who he is bc he's always gone.

@jessica0830, lmao, I already think about how greedy imma be with her 😂😂 but me and him are still together, but I just don't feel connected to him bc I never see him, he's supporting us, and I'm grateful, but I'm not in this for money or so that I can sit at home, I wanna be happy, but I can't tell if there feelings will go away and everything will get better when she's here? or if it's just going to get worse?? it's so much harder knowing my girl will be here soon.

@wrd2016, I know the feeling... All he keeps saying is it'll get better after he's born but ain't nobody got time for that and it's not even a guarantee.

u could have known him for a lofeyime n still not know who he is... it sucks big time. but u wont b the first or the last person doing what you have to do for ur baby girl

@jessica0830, wow that's exactly what James says 😦😒😒

@steph_xo, I know. thank you. that's what's makin this so hard! like all I care about is my babygirl have what she deserves and she deserves to have her dad around and not gone all the time, she deserves to see him more than once a month and I refuse for her to have anything less than what she deserves. having her is going to change my life completely and I hope he can get with it or hes gotta go, she's number one already!!

yup... he'll come around give it time.

@steph_xo, thank you for the support :)