damn pregnancy hormones are making me sensitive..... when I was growing up I always dreamed I'd make…

damn pregnancy hormones are making me sensitive..... when I was growing up I always dreamed I'd make it to college and have an amazing career before I had kids... things didn't go that way for me. I had my first kid at 17, finished high school and did a few semesters at the community college but never made it as far as I wanted. life got in the way... or God had other plans for me.... there was always something that pulled me away.

while I mourn the loss of those specific goals, I have come to love the life I do have, my kids, my Fiancé...I am so incredibly blessed! but today while driving past UNR and seeing all the students on their way to their classes I wanted to cry because I'm kinda jealous.... but at the same time I'm not... idk. even watching American Idol tonight made me want to cry lol this is beyond ridiculous. hormones need to stop.