I had already forgotten how difficult and time consuming it was to have a baby, and to top it off this time I have 3 more that I need to take care of and a husband who doesn't help at all. He doesn't even help with watching the baby while I clean up after dinner, he's always complaining that the baby is hungry when I just fed her 10 minutes ago. I'm honestly feeling like a single mom again and at the point of making it official!! 😣