when we first found out I was pregnant I was 9 weeks . in our ultrasound they saw a small blood spot…

when we first found out I was pregnant I was 9 weeks . in our ultrasound they saw a small blood spot they wanted to keep an eye on and when I went in for my 20 week ultrasound they said that the blood spot has turned into a hematoma that is on my placenta and has started to grow onto the baby I have an apt on Feb 1st to get a closer look at it to see just how big its gotten and how they are going to proceed. its getting closer and closer and I'm just getting more and more nervous about what they will say... 😨