I think I have postpartum depression. I just want nothing to do with my baby. I know that's bad but…

Have you tried to seek help? I'm sorry you're feeling like this

@chhaya, my doctor out me on a antidepressant and said if I want to hurt the baby or myself to go to a hospital

Is the anti depressant helping? Don't be ashamed, can you ask a family member or friend to care for your baby for a day or two? Only if you want, of course.

How long have you been taking the meds?

@tesladawn

praying honey

@chhaya, I've been on them for 2 weeks

Is there anything that's adding to how you feel? I know depression can be felt without reason, but if anyone is adding stress it def doesn't help

I'm praying for you sweetie. I'm so sorry you feel like this. Know your not alone in this and that with time it will get better. I see your baby is only two weeks old, it's hard the first few weeks. Make time for yourself. If you ever need to talk I'm here.

You're not alone. I was like that for 6 months of my daughters life. Little to no bonding happened at all. I'd just dump her off on my MIL and go to Walmart for no good reason. Just to escape. Then one day I looked at her and couldn't picture one second of my life without her. It was an awe moment! You'll have that moment too.