Well, no cervix check at my OB appointment, so I don't know if I'm dilated past a 3. I guess they don't do regular checks unless there's a problem, concern, or reason to induce. So just more waiting, wondering, and enjoying these last days of pregnancy for this momma. :)
Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I don't smoke weed. So I guess I will never understand. But I'm not sure why people smoke weed when they're pregnant!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
So because I got a cervical check done by a man my S/O says I'm "tampered" with and that's like cheating . wtf
I know age is usually a thing girls don't talk about for some reason but what are your ages I just feel so alone being 18.
