it's crazy how I'm not all excited and showy as I was with my first pregnancy. barely anyone knows about it. I guess cause I'm in a different city and don't really talk to people from home. this is the only place I talk about my pregnancy besides the private mom group on facebook, never on my personal page. family members don't even know just my parents and one sister. I'm not purposely hiding it, I just don't feel the same as I did with my son nor do I talk about it as much.