Been such an emotional mess today😢 found pictures of me with my dad after he was rushed to hospital…

Been such an emotional mess today😢 found pictures of me with my dad after he was rushed to hospital suffering from cancer and was given a 40% chance of living this may have been 8 years ago but he is my dad. I would never of got this far in my life without him. He is my rock, my hero. I haven't lived with my dad for about 13 years, even thou he is only round the corner I still worry about him. What is he becomes ill again? What if something happens to him? What if?? I wouldn't be able to survive without him 😢😢😢❤️