I keep seeing all these gorgeous perfectly round baby bumps and it makes me a little sad. I wish I hadn't let my weight…
I keep seeing all these gorgeous perfectly round baby bumps and it makes me a little sad. I wish I hadn't let my weight get out of control. I was in an abusive relationship for most of my early 20's before I met my husband and I gained almost 100 pounds. I was always so super fit and I played sports and worked out. After I lost all the weight my body just never bounced back. My skin is loose on my belly and I still have that little 'pooch' so my baby belly just looks like I'm fat unless I wear maternity pants.
Stupid thing to be sad about since my pregnancy is healthy and my baby is thriving but it's still upsetting to not feel confident or beautiful and glowing like I always thought I would when I was pregnant. My husband says I'm being ridiculous and that he still thinks I'm beautiful and glowing even when I haven't washed my hair in a week and have powdered sugar smudges on my face from binging on muddy buddies... Anybody else feel less then confident with their baby body?
Darian·
Мама дочки (2 года), беременна (25 нед.)
I have always been tiny my entire life... And everyone says im just waaay to small for being 6 months... And its new to have weight.. Im now 120lbs this is the most i weighted ever. I was mostly was 105- 108 and it would change.. But im self conscious now. I used to have a hold on my confidence and you can tell its changed. Its new for my family and for my hubby. Hes never seen me insecure this bad before... I may have the "all belly" look but i notice my butt, my thighs and face!!! ... I am growing other places.. But all anyone notices is the belly. And every little remark bothers me good or bad.. Maybe its the crazy hormones of me and my daughter, cause lord knows im already emotional for just me.. But supplying for another female like me... Oh god...