today I left my monkey for the first time in his 4 months of life and I promise you its the hardest…

today I left my monkey for the first time in his 4 months of life and I promise you its the hardest thing I have ever done I started crying 20 minutes before I left him and about 15 minutes after and when I left him I felt so empty but as soon as I saw his face again my heart was completely happy and full I love this little monkey so much idk where my life would be without him