so last night, sleep sucked. I woke up every couple hours after having the same repetitive nightmare…

so last night, sleep sucked. I woke up every couple hours after having the same repetitive nightmare about losing my baby girl. and everytime I woke up, I was drenched in sweat. the first time, I wanted to cry when I woke up and then I felt her move and i felt better. everytime after that, I woke up angry that my subconscious mind would even consider losing her.