Starting to not want a baby shower, I don't talk to my family haven't for years it's just been my…

Starting to not want a baby shower, I don't talk to my family haven't for years it's just been my mom siblings grandma n my kids I don't have friends so my baby shower would mostly be my "husband" family which makes me sad but w.e I really don't want one anymore I just want my son so my 3pack will be complete.