Okay I'm really feeling lost and helpless maybe someone can shed some light to help me okay so this is baby number two for me I really want to go back to work and help my husband out but the cost of daycare is ridiculous plus I would pretty much be doing everything by myself since hubby is a trucker and won't be home for 2 weeks at a time but we need extra money so we can get a car and trying to get a bigger home its like I just don't know what to do or how to go about it I'm already beyond tired and dont get any rest as it is I just feel like a terrible mom😧