Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

So me and hubby decided on londyn valentina for baby girl.. Mind you we havent told family yet, so my cousin goes oh im having a girl and we are namimg her londin valentina... I was so upset angry and mad i was hooked on that name for baby girl 😭😭😭😭 so now we cant use it so we just decided to name baby girl violet. Dont get me wrong i love the name violet also.. But i was so stuck with valentina... Sorry ladies had to vent anyways baby girl name will be violet now 💜💜

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Mauriz has been telling me for 3 days now that there’s a baby in my belly... and he just told me right now “there’s a baby in your belly go to the baby doctor so I can see my baby” 🙃

I WANT MY BABY ! 😡 takes 40 weeks??? Seriously though!!! 😩😫 new date given so now I'm 36w2d