In my life I guess I havnt made the right decision. Their so many ways life could have gone looking back. As a parent but not just a parent as a single mom, I have to stand alone to make that RIGHT decision. How do you know what's right from wrong. What can do more damage then good. Because most times at least for me what seems right could later on be wrong. Maybe I should start looking for opportunities instead of just make decisions that's best for us. Both are suppose to go together, right? Idk. I guess to look for opportunities you first have to have a goal??? Maybe! Ughh I can't get the concept of succeeding. I can no longer look for guidance, I am the guidance:0( some are just better at this then others.
sorry just thinking out loud. parenting is a blessing so is life buts its not easy.
@maybaby2016, your absolutely right. there no time to keep making wrong decision looking for better opportunities from here on out.
it's not easy and there's no book with an answer key. just go with your instincts and remember when you do make the wrong decisions (and you will sometimes) just use those mistakes for learning. that's what those mistakes are for. I became a mother at 18 (now almost 29) and don't you think I could go back and do some things so differently? man, if only I could but I can't. life doesn't give us that option. mistakes are ok, and inevitable...it's what you do after them that counts.
all you can do is your best, momma. good luck to you and your little one.