I know I complain a lot. I think every post I've made on here has been a complaint. but I'm…

I know I complain a lot. I think every post I've made on here has been a complaint. but I'm seriously hurt. my best friend for 5 years won't have shit to do with me anymore. I understand that we lead different lives. he's away at college and I'm here growing a human. but when he comes back into town and doesn't tell me for a week, then promises that he'd come and see me today then decides to completely ignore me when I asked him when he was coming, it really hurts my feelings. the only other friend (who is a family member as well) that I actually hung out with has been doing just about the same thing except if I ask her to hang out she has something else to do. every. single. time. or if she says yes she'll cancel the day before. I'm sorry I can't be fun anymore. I'm sorry I'm not good enough anymore. I guess the only thing I can do is be strong for my baby.