my boyfriend ruined my day today. I woke up and it was raining, I love the rain. instantly good…

my boyfriend ruined my day today. I woke up and it was raining, I love the rain. instantly good mood, then my bf pulls up, he got rained out. he brought home sonic, this was gonna be the best day ever I just already knew it, but since he got home he's been nothing but an inconsiderate prick to me. we usually play fight and "talk shit" to each other but he didn't stop when I asked him to the first time, or the second time, or the third. first it was name calling, I just wasn't in the mood. second, was rude comments, saying I don't do shit around the house. in a joking manner, I wasn't in the mood for. third and finally, he told me to "go take a walk" and gave me this 'what the fuck am I looking at' type of look. he meant it as a joke, or so he said but it hit me so hard. I asked him why would you look at me like that. I swear it was a look of disgust. so I ran to the room and cried about it. he apologized and promised a date this weekend. but I can't even look in the mirror without feeling disgusted.. I haven't stopped crying. all I keep asking is why did he have to look at me like that and he keeps apologizing but I'm still just so upset.