today is the day my first child was supposed to be born but god had different plans for my sweet…

today is the day my first child was supposed to be born but god had different plans for my sweet angel 2 months into the pregnancy... I feel bad though because I'm 30 weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby that's due on march 24th I didn't mean to get pregnant so fast and its never really hit me until now plus pregnancy hormones I'm an emotional wreck!