I swear the past couple days everything that could go wrong has gone wrong... plus to make matters worse I believe I'm…

I swear the past couple days everything that could go wrong has gone wrong... plus to make matters worse I believe I'm starting to feel/get depressed. last night I just couldn't stop crying and me and my fiance got into a huge fight where he basically blamed everything on me and said I brought this on myself... but This morning when we woke up (him to go to work and me to take care of our daughter) he just told me to breathe and try to smile and not be so hard on myself about things which I know I do A LOT! so anyways he goes off to work and then I go to put laundry in the washer and apparently the washer was like "nope not today" and stopped working. mind you I have about 3-4 loads of clothes that need washing including towels which is what I put in the washer when it decided to stop working. not to mention that it's 16° where I live today. I mean thankfully I have warm clothes washed for myself and the baby but I'm not sure if my fiance has warm clothes to wear for when he gets home from work. ugh Idk the past couple days it seems like everything I do something has to happen that goes and fucks everything up.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

AF due 29th, anyone else?

AF due 29th, anyone else? Hi all AF is due 29th Sept for me feels like forever away. Has anyone tested yet or when do you plan on testing x

Wow I can't leave for a couple hours to find clothes for work without my husband calling me freaking out cause Ben won't…

Wow I can't leave for a couple hours to find clothes for work without my husband calling me freaking out cause Ben won't stop crying how's he going to handle me going to work he's bitched at me for months to get a job cause he won't so I do but yet he can't handle the kids I come home my house is trashed he let kids get into baby girls stuff and he never fed Ben besides trying to give him a bottle

i finally let him do it I finally let DF throw away my foundations. He says I look better without it. He said he hates…

i finally let him do it I finally let DF throw away my foundations. He says I look better without it. He said he hates seeing me cover my face with make up when I can just wear mascara and eyeliner. He says it makes me look fake and he said he's not saying it to be mean, hes saying it because he cares. Im glad he's real with me. He says I have natural beauty. He says he doesn't like it when I dye my hair or wear make up because he loves my natural beauty. I know some girls feel as though that they need make up but they don't. Make up to me is just to do it for fun and sometimes when I feel insecure. Hes the only man that has made me feel beautiful without my hair straightened, without make up on and in my baggy clothes. I can burp in front of him, I can do weird things in front of him, etc. He has taught me so many things in the last (almost) 3 years and im so grateful for him. He taught me how to make pork chops and steaks, how to play some videogames, how to make white rice, how to budget, etc.