I get weighed at my appointment today and I'm not looking forward to it! definitely cheated on my…

I get weighed at my appointment today and I'm not looking forward to it! definitely cheated on my diabetes diet. smh. can't wait for it to be gone and I can be a normal weight again. seems like everything I eat turns into 4 to 5 lbs of fat. is that was gd does? they used to call me the bottomless pit because I would eat and it wouldn't go anywhere! I was a stick! now I'm a bumpy lump