I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. ...

Soooo I spoke WAY too early when I said I can eat meat this time around. Now, I can’t eat meat it keeps making me gag. 😩😒

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

I can’t keep solids down...so after my night/whole day in ER I am now on Zofran and a liquid diet! Yet me! Wondering if someone can tell me what I can “eat” on a liquid diet?

I still have this to dig in too and I can eat in peace cause my kids sleep . Glad to see another year . Happy birthday to me and this cake 😂😂