Hey girl, that is no waste!! Regular lube can actually sometimes be counterproductive to fertility and if they make one without the "harmful" ingredients, more power to you! Do what you feel is right! That's the first step to anyone coming into mommyhood whether it's the first or tenth time :)
why do you say that I looked up the reviews and they was all good nothing bad
Definitely worked for us when I needed the extra help with our first child. I stayed so dry and other lubes break down sperm. I love how it feels so much it's still the only lube I use! So not a waste of money...