30th weeks and 3days..
I cant wait for my little princess😍
I just feel bored that i cant go out since its too cold outside in the day, i sleep at 11 tonight, woke up to just to pee at 1 and now i couldnt go back to sleep its lit'raly 3 in the morning booo!!!
I need some sleeping pills!!lol😔
So y'all remember that creepy thirsty mf from the other mornin waking me up at 6am? So he just messaged me again. It's almost 1:30 which means I'm bout to actually go to sleep bc for some reason I cant go to sleep to like 2-3am.
Its almost 11. Put my son to bed at 9:20 and he has bee. Down here 5 times already i am about to loose it. And when he is upstairs i hear walking around and no one else isnup there but for my daughter who is sleeping. Im sooooo close. I havent had any time to myself at all. Im sore as hell and just want 30 minutes!! Butnnow im about to go to sleep and i just know its going be about 10 more times my son comes to me of some made up injury or how hes thirsty. I might not have any hair by tomorrow morning im so stressed ane pissed but trying to keep calm Adhd or not rules are rules and he needs to be in bed trying to sleep. Im so over this and dont know what to do
I fucking hate my Neighbors!!! They are blasting music at 12:42 am and they keep getting louder the later it gets and I am trying to get my daughter down to sleep and cant because of them and my 3 month old is about to wake up because of them!!! I just want to go over there and break that fucking speaker and punch ever one in the face and throat but i have kids to take care of so i cant go to jail.
my whole body is stupid itchy idek why smh. its driving me insane to where I cant sleep again for the past week got 3-4 hours of sleep a night and havent been able to nap just been awake. =( im just so tired and itchy and going crazy. lol
