
30th weeks and 3days..
I cant wait for my little princess😍
I just feel bored that i cant go out since its too cold outside in the day, i sleep at 11 tonight, woke up to just to pee at 1 and now i couldnt go back to sleep its lit'raly 3 in the morning booo!!!
I need some sleeping pills!!lol😔

So y'all remember that creepy thirsty mf from the other mornin waking me up at 6am? So he just messaged me again. It's almost 1:30 which means I'm bout to actually go to sleep bc for some reason I cant go to sleep to like 2-3am.
Its almost 11. Put my son to bed at 9:20 and he has bee. Down here 5 times already i am about to loose it. And when he is upstairs i hear walking around and no one else isnup there but for my daughter who is sleeping. Im sooooo close. I havent had any time to myself at all. Im sore as hell and just want 30 minutes!! Butnnow im about to go to sleep and i just know its going be about 10 more times my son comes to me of some made up injury or how hes thirsty. I might not have any hair by tomorrow m...
I fucking hate my Neighbors!!! They are blasting music at 12:42 am and they keep getting louder the later it gets and I am trying to get my daughter down to sleep and cant because of them and my 3 month old is about to wake up because of them!!! I just want to go over there and break that fucking speaker and punch ever one in the face and throat but i have kids to take care of so i cant go to jail.
I'm starting to get so scared having a c section with twins like dying or bleeding alot literally every night it comes to going to sleep its running through my mind and i cant sleep im just so scared